Jus a place to pen down my thoughts about us.

the blog has long been forgotten...

no more posts from me and u...

so saddening...

settled...

sigh.. it's so hard to force this strong front

thought its doing things for you so i ren... prob the last best thing for me to do for u is to get rid of the biggest burden -- me.

then, u wont be hurt anymore..

haha.. u say u already had in mind abt what u wanna give me lor..

i bet is not that sweet thing can!

but u are a 'qiong su shen' so no choice ba...

please choose a good electives and be like woohoo - qian tu wu liang! then i can be tai tai le wor..

muacks..

xmas is over means my hols is abt to end..

ytd mj nt bad earn e most out of everyone i supposed haha.. eh ur work how ah? nv do at all..

PS: WAD DUN TINK I TINK ALOT FOR YOUR PRESENT!

christmas was over..

the game was nt that bad

but my christmas present.. u say u think for long le..

dun look like it wor!

u are not ard these few days.. guess now u will be at some themepark or another now...

not sure what things will be like for us...

but its kinda sad that even when i sms you, i got scream at..

back to work now..

maybe there will never be a post from you..

not sure u will still check here out... but as promise yesterday yesterday... i will try.

its like a dream...

if i didnt believe, it wont have hurt. if i didnt trust, it wont be painful.

the fact that i believe u weren't like this and it turns out that during the period, u actually when to look at the profile of other girls and click 'are u interested' on them... it felt likea billion blade stabbing into me. to believe then i cried a bucket... i felt to much regret abt saying ending it. i made so much effort to call u but u kept hanging up my call. u oersist on ending it. but on the other hand, it felt liek u have move on...

i dunno..

i am very tired. do we have to keep gg thru all these unhappiness? its a torture. or shld i be gracious..

i dunno.. being gracious imply being untrue to myself.

but i am getting there, losing grip.

a gf once told me, every guy does that, jus some wipe it clean, so got found out. but i believe not all guys are like that, cos at the end some evidences might surface. why not not do it, why not be truthful abt everything u say, be sincere with all yr promises, dun even need to wipe any choc, vanilla or strawberry off yr mouth. be the man, that keep to any little promises, even if it meant jus a promise of printing something out for her, writing an entry for her...

jus keep to yr words...

then trust and belief will slowly work out.

why bother cleaning, isn't it much easier and less hassle to heck the temptations? god gave us all one heart and one mouth. one heart to solelylove one person -- either zero or 100%. one mouth to jus taste the best food in the world 9try mixing 2 food tgt, u cant taste the pure flavour, the exact taste) and of cos to talk less and listen more with that 2 ears - to compromise, to make promises, to say nice things. what abt the 2 eyes... for u to see jus yrself and me..

why so... things are like this...

am i living in reality, are all these years real? or was it a illusion? a dream?

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