10:15 AM
Tuesday, August 04, 2009
school of yours starting... my intern work ending in a month's time. then my one month break after which is my official work at big4.
with all this in mind... i cant help it but to feel a sense of fear shadowing. i dunno. i am afraid that things will go haywired. i am after i might lose myself as much as the probabilty of losing u. maybe at the end of the day.. its a matter of whether i feel u will be influenced by others... i am trying really trying hard.
as for yr job, i think abt it the entire night. i am thankful for u agreeing to quit. (yup, correct me if i am wrong). but i really hope it will happen soon. like u switch to tutioning kids. cos then we will have more time and also... we can meet up more. most importantly u wont be so tired from all the late nights and mad rush.
thought abt u graduating in another 3 years time. yes, i know its freakingly long. LONG! its as long as i took to obtain my degree in accountancy. but then will we still be tgt? right now, i will jus see what we can do for now. past each day being happy. the idea of u saying u
might give up, burst or whatever is vv scary. i know its not like a 50-50 chance.... but i am still worried...
thurs i dunno how, tot u will be there to pei me? dunno like go wed full day and half day for thurs?
but most importantly i hope sch will be great for u this coming sem, u will enjoy class.. and keep to our promises.. knowing yr limits, reduce gg out etc. well of cos at the same time while i keep to mine...
