4:04 PM
Thursday, July 30, 2009
kinda feeling down.. after u broke the news to me. i seem like a useless jerk that can only dream and hope abt unrealistic things. i tot abt it now in office. looks like many things i wont have a say. cos after all... i am still an extra..
i mean i feel i am like a joke, a clown, that hope and hopes tht u will do something for me. not that u never. but its ok... i am jus referring to this issue. me here learn things the hard way. tot of getting things for myself. but no money, tot could find comfort talking to u. but i couldnt vv much express myself... really feeling so lousy.
my tummy cramps, i dunno wad else to think. i am sorry i said nasty things that i dun mean to.
